It's in His hands

I have been thinking alot about what is in God's plan for me and I have been doing alot of praying about what God wants from me. Years ago after one of the World Youth Day's I cam home and thought that my calling was to become a nun. But then I got scared and decided to put it on the backburner. Well now I still feel like he is calling me to do something, maybe it's not to become a nun. But often times we don't want to listen to God. Because it's not what we want, right now I'm praying for God to lead me in the right direction. I think I really need to go on a mission trip to serve people so I know if this is what I should do. Right now I'm gonna leave it in his hands