Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Being a Saint, Music makes me Happy and dressing modest

Saints, what makes them so different from the rest of us?

I have recenly just started reading about saints, before I only payed attention to certain saint that most people have heard of. For example Saint Teresa the little flower, I have read alot about her and have always found her to be interesting. But then there is Saint Maria Goretti, who to me is an Amazing person. She was raped and stabbed, this young man left her to die. But on her death bed, she forgave him. I'm a relegous person, but I don't know if I could have done the same thing. Or atleast that quick, because it's not easy to forgive who did something terrible to you.

Some people think that saints are perfect, but I don't think are. Knowone is always perfect, I believe the things the do in their lives. Well for me I like to learn about saint and what made them a saint. If anyone knows of an interesting saint please let me know.

I love music for so many different reasons,it makes me feel so much better. Most recent I have been listen to christian music. I can't believe how much it makes me smile and feel so Wonderful. It hard to describe but it's like God is talking to me through this music Wonderful feeling. :)

Maybe it's me, but it seems hard to find modest tops. Everything seems to want to show everything. But I don't, if anyone could help it would be great. :)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Dating and fulfillment in Life

Why should we date?


I wonder that alot sometimes, because of the fact I never have the best luck with men.It has me thinking about many things. If I do find someone, it has to be forever. I will not marry someone, who doesn't have faith in the same God as I do.But I have been wondering alot about what my call in life is.Does God want me to be married. And to teacher my children to be good catholics. Or should I do something else. I just need God to guide me in the right direction. I have been praying for God to guide me where to go and what to do.


What will fulfill me?


I wonder can I live a life being single?  That is one thing I struggle with to this day. Ever since I was a very little girl I dreamed of becoming a wife and being a mom.I still want to have it. But sometimes things change, thats how I feel now.I want more to my life than to what it is like now. I want to help people who aren't like me. I have always been drawn to helping people.





Tuesday, June 8, 2010

New things to come, faith and prayer

 In todays blog I will be talking about many different things, about how I am feeling right now.

New things to come and what they are?

I recently decided it would be a good idea to go back to school and I'm so happy I did.I'm very excited about going back. I'm going to school for Medical Assistant and I think it's something that I would be very good at :). Atleast I hope it is because I have always struggled with new things. This something I want to be good at.
 
Faith what is it?

Faith for me is so many diifferent things, it depends on how I'm feeling at that moment in time. My faith has changed alot over the years. In high school I was very involved in church I was involved in everything I could. At school I was known as the girl who went to church. Which didn't bother me at all.I was sad when high school was over at church because I felt like where do I go now. But I did continue to go to church every sunday. But one summer, I went away for the whole summer, in Colorado the beautiful Rockies. I loved it there, but part of me changed. Not really for the better I went form not drinking at all to getting drunk everynight. But for me I thought it was lots of fun. But really it wasn't that fun. Well enough about that, well now I am back to going to church. It makes me feel alot better, if I am going through something it helps. This may sound weird but, being at church is like home to me.

Why to pray and what it does?

I pray for many different reasons. I pray to thank God for all the wonderful things he has given me. I pray for God to help me through my hard times I am going through.



Saturday, June 5, 2010

Whats my call in life

What is my call in life?

I have been asking this question a lot. Is my call to work at Walmart, even though I don't think it is. Even though I plan to go to school soon for Medical Assisting. But sometimes I feel called to do something else. But I often finding myself praying and asking God to help and guide me.


I recently met a young man on a site, but I wonder if married life is what I should do in my life. Or should I do something else?


I know the Lord has big plans for me , but I need to pray and figure out what they are.But I think first I'm gonna do school and then I want to do some mission work for sure.I somehow feel called to do this type of work.


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